Wednesday, December 2, 2009
What to do???
This is one of my more depressing posts..... last Tuesday, my school lost two students{two friends who meant so much to everyone around them...}, Brandon and Tyler, and we are all still mourning for them. My boyfriend, for those who do not know I broke up with Chris three weeks ago, Jeremy is extremely depressed and is about ready to kick this guy's ass because he said the Brandon deserved to die....it's breaking my heart to see him this upset and I am trying to do all that I can to help him. At the same time I am dealing with the pain in my heart because I lost two friends. I have also started not eating again...I'm afraid I am having to deal with anorexia again....I hate it!!! Everyday when I walk into school now, I feel like my day is incomplete because I no longer hear the voices of Brandon and Tyler telling me hey, or anything else that would usually be said. This is really hard for everyone....so I really can't be saying I am the only one who truly cares{even though that's not what I'm saying} because that would be wrong on so many levels..... if you have any advice on how to deal with depression...it would be greatly appreciated.
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I want to know the details, but then... something else is telling me not to so, no.
ReplyDeleteEveryone gets to a point where they get depressed; most have the same situation as yours so don't be surprised... and I won't be surprised if you want to commit suicide... but I'm NOT encouraging you do that; don't get the wrong idea.
Anorexia... don't let it take over you. If you do, it will only amplify your depression and your appearance will change(how you act and how people see you).
I know one effective way to get over your depression; however, it is VERY difficult and I know it will only hurt you more because the people you lost were very important. I won't tell you UNLESS you are willing to know and do whatever it may be.
For now, don't change your lifestyle; live, be happy. I know that your friends 'Brandon' and 'Tyler' wouldn't want you to loose yourself.
I see... that's good, very good progress.
ReplyDeleteNow that I know that you're doing better, I guess my 'idea' isn't necessary for you to know anymore; because like I said, It will only hurt you more because the people you lost were very important to you. But still, are you VERY SURE you want to know? I have a feeling that you might hate me of what my 'idea' is... So this is my last confirmation.