GAZ!!!!!!!!!! I HATEZ SCHOOL!

WHY IS IT FRESHMAN THINK THEY CAN DO ANYTHING THEY WANT?!?!?!?! I ALREADY HAVE TO BEAT THE LIVING CRAP OUT A FRESHMAN BOY NAMED COLTON BECAUSE HE HIT MY FRIEND WITH A BASKETBALL FOUR TIMES AND HIT HER HEAD ON THE BLEACHERS! nOW I HAVE SOME STUPID LITTLE FRESHMAN BITCH TRYING TO GET MY BOYFRIEND TO BREAK UP WITH ME BY TELLING HIM I'M BI WITH SOME OTHER CHICKS AND SHIT LIKE THAT{THANKFULLY HE DOESNT BELIEVE ANY OF IT AND HEDOESN'T EVEN LIKE THIS FRESHMAN CHICK ANYWAY SO HAHAHAHAHA TO THE LITTLE PRICK!!!}!! AND SHE SITS THERE AND TELLS ME THAT SHE DOESNT SAY SHIT ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK WHEN SHE TELLS ALL KINDS OF STUFF TO ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS THAT TELL ME! AND THE FACT THAT SHE HAD TO TELL HIM SOMETHING{AND COULDNT/WOULDNT TELL ME} AND HE LEFT BEFORE SHE COULD...SO THAT SHOWS THAT HE DOESNT WANT TO DEAL WITH HER...HE WONT EVEN HANG OUT IN THE CORNER WITH ME ANYMORE{THIS IS WHERE ME AND A HUGE GROUP OF FRIENS HANG OUT, AND WE ARE NOT WHORES OR ANYHTING = p} BECAUSE SHE KEEPS GOING THERE AND I REALLY WANT TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HER!!! I AM SO TIRED OF ALL OF THE BULL SHIT DRAMA AND I AM ABOUT READY TO FREAKIN' EXPLODE!!!! IM SORRY IM DUMPING ALL OF THIS ON THE INTERNET BUT ANYONE I WOULD HAVE TOLD, IT WOULD "LEAK OUT SOME HOW"........GAH I CANT WAIT TIL SCHOOL ENDS AND I DONT HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS CRAP ANYMORE!!! fRESHMAN REALLY HAVE GOTTEN STUPIDER AND THEY NEED TO DISAPPEAR UNTIL THEY GET UN STUPID!!!!! wow, i NOW FEEL A LOT BETTER.....that's a lot but thanks for reading it... ^_^

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I am having a good day! I have attempted to finish this speech I have to write for January. Its a speech on global warming and the new climate change bill and all the fun stuff!!! LOL, and i meet my ex's(Chris) mom today and it was a little akward, but she is really nice so it was okay. The reason it was akward was i was getting a look while Chris's girlfriend was hugging her and i had just re-did my bloodish-red eyeliner{which people keep asking me if i am high so... =] } so i really couldn't look at her. My boyfriend is basically blowing me off and i don't know what to do but i am not going to worry about it because if he can't see how its making me feel then if i leave him he should be just fine....right? or am I the only one who thinks that makes any sense? Oh the joys of being a teenager and i NEVER want my kids to deal with soooooo much drama.

What to do???

This is one of my more depressing posts..... last Tuesday, my school lost two students{two friends who meant so much to everyone around them...}, Brandon and Tyler, and we are all still mourning for them. My boyfriend, for those who do not know I broke up with Chris three weeks ago, Jeremy is extremely depressed and is about ready to kick this guy's ass because he said the Brandon deserved to die....it's breaking my heart to see him this upset and I am trying to do all that I can to help him. At the same time I am dealing with the pain in my heart because I lost two friends. I have also started not eating again...I'm afraid I am having to deal with anorexia again....I hate it!!! Everyday when I walk into school now, I feel like my day is incomplete because I no longer hear the voices of Brandon and Tyler telling me hey, or anything else that would usually be said. This is really hard for everyone....so I really can't be saying I am the only one who truly cares{even though that's not what I'm saying} because that would be wrong on so many levels..... if you have any advice on how to deal with depression...it would be greatly appreciated.

school

Right now im looking up information for my ancient history class.....it sabout the akkadians!
Of all topics i could be stuck with i get the AKKADIANS!!! im cajun(lousiana baby here ^_^)
and its not the ons from canada either, mesopotamia-blah >.<

Thats okay because im wired on caffine today and cant hold still......

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I love my boyfriend Chris Barts!!!!!!!
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Today

Hello alll my buddies!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is my first day/blog thiungy so lol! I have decided that i will become a random dancing potato{this is just a joke}!!!!!!

I am dating Josh Nicholes and i am a very happy kid, i am not only happy but i am a very random peverted kid! lol peace out to all of the hippies of the world and make you stay high!!!!!!!!!