Wow wow

I am having a good day! I have attempted to finish this speech I have to write for January. Its a speech on global warming and the new climate change bill and all the fun stuff!!! LOL, and i meet my ex's(Chris) mom today and it was a little akward, but she is really nice so it was okay. The reason it was akward was i was getting a look while Chris's girlfriend was hugging her and i had just re-did my bloodish-red eyeliner{which people keep asking me if i am high so... =] } so i really couldn't look at her. My boyfriend is basically blowing me off and i don't know what to do but i am not going to worry about it because if he can't see how its making me feel then if i leave him he should be just fine....right? or am I the only one who thinks that makes any sense? Oh the joys of being a teenager and i NEVER want my kids to deal with soooooo much drama.